Amita - England
I have received Esoteric Breast Massages for the last 6 years, and as a result, I have changed as a person and as a women. I have a history of painful periods, the first 2 days would be extremely painful, I would have to take painkillers and my blood flow was always heavy and clotting.
There where days I could not get out of bed and needed a hot water bottle to ease the pain, with pains killers not even reaching the pains. I never looked forward to my period and wished they would disappear.
Prior to the EBMs I had not realised that how I was choosing to live as a women was in disregard to my body. I have a slim build, and I was constantly on the move, my body was extremely hard and usually I felt very tense. I would not let people into my life easily for fear of getting hurt and I kept a distance for my own protection. I created a life of control and in doing so my body became very hardened.
I became aware of all this during my EBM sessions. In my first session I could not feel any connection with my breasts, besides them being hard and lumpy. As the sessions went on I started to feel my breasts and my body began relaxing and softening up. I also started to look at buried hurts and how I was not truly nurturing and looking after myself. I then introduced arm massages, which supported my sessions with softening the hardness and tension I was holding in my arms.
I noticed the control started fading and I became more open. After I finished a course of sessions, I was a completely different woman, my chest felt more open, my breasts felt softer, the lumps had gone, my arms had softened up and I was no longer holding on to being in control. My period became pain free and I was no longer clotting.
There has been more love and openness in my relationships and I have since introduced rituals into my self-care routine. I am more able to express myself and I am constantly deepening my self-nurturing.